At 47 years of age, my brain has become lazy. Not lazy in a dumb way, but just plain lazy.
I wonder why it takes so long for men as they age to put serious thought together. Our goals, projects, dreams and ambitions suddenly take the back seat to the everyday cloudiness of life.
I see the sun at times, but instead of embracing it's warmth, I squint at its brilliance.
Its like so many movie scenes where a guy walks out of metaphorical dark room and at the moment he steps outside, he makes that eye squinting grim as to say "DONT LOOK AT ME"
Life lately has been best experienced when I've shared it with family or friends. How could I be my own best friend.
Do we always need something to take us away and into a different direction or guide us to a new and exciting place? Because I've tried and I can find those places myself.
I do absolutely adore my family and actually anticipate the moment I walk in the door and see the Love on their face and in their arms.
Maybe some of us feel that if the shades are open too wide, the Sun will shine it blinding brilliance on us and expose of for what we really are..............A simple boring, loving, routine driven husband and father that just wants to do good for his family.
But wait, should I not contemplate doing something good for myself?
Tough Question
Good night
Sunday, December 14, 2014
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Who are you??? Really??
Do you know who you are? Do you think you know who you are? I think that is the real question.
It seems that lately I have been caught in that whirlpool of feeling I am trying to be someone I think "I should be", or I think " Would be good for me", but the real me is someone else.
Why cant that be easier to figure out? Why cant it be that the answer to who we are, is simply............ME!
Is it so bad to be nothing more than the person you are right now?? I think it could be bad if you feel as though you have not gotten enough out of life, or owe something back to life here on earth. Most of the time, we truly are just us..... We have gifts that we realize and use, and other gifts we never discover or fully understand. We have conflict and times of despair, laughter and times of love.
Do we fight the tide, or swim with it?? I say keep swimming!!!
You are more than one type of man or woman, on any given day. You have moments of confusion and moments of clarity. The world will always challenge you, never forget that, but the sun always sets, and then rises. A new day and beginning, is always just a few hours away.
I am rambling and tired, see you tomorrow.................On a new day.
Love Yourself and then Others
Chris
It seems that lately I have been caught in that whirlpool of feeling I am trying to be someone I think "I should be", or I think " Would be good for me", but the real me is someone else.
Why cant that be easier to figure out? Why cant it be that the answer to who we are, is simply............ME!
Is it so bad to be nothing more than the person you are right now?? I think it could be bad if you feel as though you have not gotten enough out of life, or owe something back to life here on earth. Most of the time, we truly are just us..... We have gifts that we realize and use, and other gifts we never discover or fully understand. We have conflict and times of despair, laughter and times of love.
Do we fight the tide, or swim with it?? I say keep swimming!!!
You are more than one type of man or woman, on any given day. You have moments of confusion and moments of clarity. The world will always challenge you, never forget that, but the sun always sets, and then rises. A new day and beginning, is always just a few hours away.
I am rambling and tired, see you tomorrow.................On a new day.
Love Yourself and then Others
Chris
Saturday, January 19, 2008
CLOVERFIELD
Most avid movie goers, especially the sci-fi and superhero fans, succumb to the "Hype" that is intentionally spun by the movie makers. I am no exception to the rule, and fully bought in to the build up to this Hush Hush of a script and movie called CLOVERFIELD.
From the first frame of the film, which sets up the origin of the hand held documentation of what occurred that night, you are geared up and ready for more more more. I have to say that the slow build (first 20 minutes or so) toward the introduction of the monster and the chaos that follows, was a bit nerve racking.Once the creature made its entrance, the movie kicked into gear and never let up.
Not much background comes with CLOVERFIELD, from the title to the where, why and what
of the creator introduced. The mystery though, keeps you going and keeps you on the edge of your seat.
Maybe I am spoiled by some of the historic and simplistic styles of past and present monster movies, but I like a payoff, and I like to be fully captured, creeped out and scared by all monsters. I even would go as far as saying that I enjoy even cheering for the monster at odd moments in a film. The total "badness" of any monster is always amazing and exciting, but in CLOVERFIELD we never get to even appreciate the evil or destructive power of the creature.
Is the creature BIG????? Yes, absolutely
Is the creature Destructive and Powerful?? For Sure
Is the creature Frightening?? Yes
WE JUST DONT SEE ENOUGH OF IT, or even understand what he is out there doing.
There are even some events that happen in addition to the actual raging monster, that only add to the questions you will have when the movie is over.
1. The creatures that seem to fall off the monster and run thru the streets.
2. The effect that the little creatures bite has on a main character in the story.
If this was a one shot movie, with no sequel planned ( I doubt it ) then I would be
fully disappointed.
If sequels will follow, then I will spend another $9.00 and go without hesitation.
It seems a little sad, that movie makers sometimes feel the need to be Sooooooo unique and creative, and so driven by the bottom line and the future of the franchise, that a simple scary as crap monster cant be introduced, feared, chased, and ultimately defeated or not.
I know that a sequel will come, but will it be more of the same?? Will we have to wait for the 3rd or 4th CLOVERFIELD before we get a taste of what a truly BAD ASS monster is supposed to look like and act like.
Think of Alien or Predator, and how these movies also built up towards the ultimate
appearance of the monsters. These movies however, had a payoff in the end, and did not leave the viewer waiting on the movie studio to put together the next teaser of a film.
I liked CLOVERFIELD, and could appreciate the visionary film making and storyline, but I do not want to feel like I am being strung along by the movie maker.
Maybe a little more monster would have satisfied my craving?
To much emphasis on the point of view of the story ( the hand held camera), and that gets old rather quickly when you are waiting to experience "The Monster" of this movie.
Don't tease me, take another wad of my money, and make me wait like a child to earn the right to experience that all monster movies fans want. GIVE ME MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MONSTER.....
3.5 stars out of 5
From the first frame of the film, which sets up the origin of the hand held documentation of what occurred that night, you are geared up and ready for more more more. I have to say that the slow build (first 20 minutes or so) toward the introduction of the monster and the chaos that follows, was a bit nerve racking.Once the creature made its entrance, the movie kicked into gear and never let up.
Not much background comes with CLOVERFIELD, from the title to the where, why and what
of the creator introduced. The mystery though, keeps you going and keeps you on the edge of your seat.
Maybe I am spoiled by some of the historic and simplistic styles of past and present monster movies, but I like a payoff, and I like to be fully captured, creeped out and scared by all monsters. I even would go as far as saying that I enjoy even cheering for the monster at odd moments in a film. The total "badness" of any monster is always amazing and exciting, but in CLOVERFIELD we never get to even appreciate the evil or destructive power of the creature.
Is the creature BIG????? Yes, absolutely
Is the creature Destructive and Powerful?? For Sure
Is the creature Frightening?? Yes
WE JUST DONT SEE ENOUGH OF IT, or even understand what he is out there doing.
There are even some events that happen in addition to the actual raging monster, that only add to the questions you will have when the movie is over.
1. The creatures that seem to fall off the monster and run thru the streets.
2. The effect that the little creatures bite has on a main character in the story.
If this was a one shot movie, with no sequel planned ( I doubt it ) then I would be
fully disappointed.
If sequels will follow, then I will spend another $9.00 and go without hesitation.
It seems a little sad, that movie makers sometimes feel the need to be Sooooooo unique and creative, and so driven by the bottom line and the future of the franchise, that a simple scary as crap monster cant be introduced, feared, chased, and ultimately defeated or not.
I know that a sequel will come, but will it be more of the same?? Will we have to wait for the 3rd or 4th CLOVERFIELD before we get a taste of what a truly BAD ASS monster is supposed to look like and act like.
Think of Alien or Predator, and how these movies also built up towards the ultimate
appearance of the monsters. These movies however, had a payoff in the end, and did not leave the viewer waiting on the movie studio to put together the next teaser of a film.
I liked CLOVERFIELD, and could appreciate the visionary film making and storyline, but I do not want to feel like I am being strung along by the movie maker.
Maybe a little more monster would have satisfied my craving?
To much emphasis on the point of view of the story ( the hand held camera), and that gets old rather quickly when you are waiting to experience "The Monster" of this movie.
Don't tease me, take another wad of my money, and make me wait like a child to earn the right to experience that all monster movies fans want. GIVE ME MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MONSTER.....
3.5 stars out of 5
Friday, December 21, 2007
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
A Day in the Life of a Parent
I laughed so hard at this video.....In some cases, it seemed like a day at my house, but in most others, it's just a great opportunity to watch how much havoc a little child can create.......LOL
Orange Santa- Hutto Texas
Just about a year and a half ago, I would never have thought to have the courage to participate in LIFE as much as I have. I've always had a good heart, inside, not much would peek out for others to see. Today, I feel as though I have been re-born thru the help, guidance, influence and support of my family and freinds here in Hutto.
I am a city boy ( NYC ), and I do not wear my heart on my sleeve naturally. I can be very critical, cynical, untrusting and short at times. I grew up in an environment wear preservation of the immediate family was the priority, and others who could'nt hang on, to bad. I guess thru the eyes of my children and the hopes and determination I have to give them a better life, I am inspired to change.
The other night, in the midst of picture taking with Santa, I was fortunate enough to watch the faces of many children approach this man who was giving them a glimmer of joy and hope. Many of these children were from homes and environments that were challenging to say the least. All of them had a smile on their face, all of them were excited about their opportunity to sit with "The Man".
What a wonderful thing it is to GIVE. To give of your time to people, people who truly appreciate each moment. It is fulfilling to the point of personal acheivment.
It is hard, to give of your family and personal time. It is hard to give a little of your finances. I will not lie and say that some days, I just do not have the energy.
All of this has a purpose. Giving yourself to others will only bring to you in the end.
No man can accomplish things alone. No child can grow by themselves.
Thank you to all the memebers of my church (Resonate Community) and all the people who helped out with this event.
Tonight and tommorrow we will be delivering the gifts that were so generously donated by the people of Hutto, to all of these families and children in need.
I am happy with the little difference I can make in the world these days, and only hope to have a greater impact on others in the days and years to come.
This regular guy, from NYC has seen the benefits and the hope in following in the steps the lord, without having to be a bible carrying, door knocking, over the top member of the Christian Church.
It really is refreshing...........to be able to be myself, scars and all, and not be judged for who I am by the people around me. How Cool is that????!!!
I am a city boy ( NYC ), and I do not wear my heart on my sleeve naturally. I can be very critical, cynical, untrusting and short at times. I grew up in an environment wear preservation of the immediate family was the priority, and others who could'nt hang on, to bad. I guess thru the eyes of my children and the hopes and determination I have to give them a better life, I am inspired to change.
The other night, in the midst of picture taking with Santa, I was fortunate enough to watch the faces of many children approach this man who was giving them a glimmer of joy and hope. Many of these children were from homes and environments that were challenging to say the least. All of them had a smile on their face, all of them were excited about their opportunity to sit with "The Man".
What a wonderful thing it is to GIVE. To give of your time to people, people who truly appreciate each moment. It is fulfilling to the point of personal acheivment.
It is hard, to give of your family and personal time. It is hard to give a little of your finances. I will not lie and say that some days, I just do not have the energy.
All of this has a purpose. Giving yourself to others will only bring to you in the end.
No man can accomplish things alone. No child can grow by themselves.
Thank you to all the memebers of my church (Resonate Community) and all the people who helped out with this event.
Tonight and tommorrow we will be delivering the gifts that were so generously donated by the people of Hutto, to all of these families and children in need.
I am happy with the little difference I can make in the world these days, and only hope to have a greater impact on others in the days and years to come.
This regular guy, from NYC has seen the benefits and the hope in following in the steps the lord, without having to be a bible carrying, door knocking, over the top member of the Christian Church.
It really is refreshing...........to be able to be myself, scars and all, and not be judged for who I am by the people around me. How Cool is that????!!!
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Family Guy - Laugh My A- - Off
This little treasure is courtesy of Family Guy.
The comedy genius of this creative writing crew is top notch.
I think that not only does Peter Griffin look like Buddy Hacket, from "The Music Man". but sounds so much like him as well.
Enjoy a moment of utter nonsense.
SEE Ya
The comedy genius of this creative writing crew is top notch.
I think that not only does Peter Griffin look like Buddy Hacket, from "The Music Man". but sounds so much like him as well.
Enjoy a moment of utter nonsense.
SEE Ya
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